Complications

So, it's finals week. We all know what that means.

I got the invitation to Pam and Dana's wedding yesterday. It's beautiful, and I'm excited to go... my first wedding in a long while. There was a short little phrase, a very sweet and sentimental thought, letterpressed on the inside. Maybe another time I'll come back and add it.

But for now, suffice it to say, it made me ache a little bit. It's just another in a long line of revelations about myself that I really could have lived without this week. It's hard to admit, because it makes me feel sad and makes me look more than a little pathetic.

But, for the moment, all I can do is try to breathe through this week, survive and live to fight another day, and hope that each successive day brings me a little closer to what is to be, and to what I am to become.